Her eyes water and her face is a wince as she tries to listen. I guess I have to be grateful for him., I shouldnt be, right? Im lying to you. Tell me about it. Youre the same person, you just have a little more authority., Alex resumes her pacing. Help me. The woman who would rather die than ask for help asked him, pleaded to him, to help her and that was exactly what he was going to do. So kind and inviting next to her. She brings her hands to her face and sobs, her shoulders bobbing up and down. The gray eyes, blank face, frowning mouth. Whos Lex?, Before Kara can even make a face of confusion, Lenas assistant taps on the door. Lex shakes his head, frustrated. But when a certain someone from his past suddenly comes calling after all these years, bringing back everything Jack has tried to run from his entire adult life, he finds himself backsliding in more ways than one. She would be jailed with nothing to show for it. Its not your fault. Go through the interaction. The floor was sand, and as she looks around, there are no other rooms to be checked. Jonn came back to take over her position as Director while she is on maternity leave, so hes here to see what shes done and changed. The one where the world is perfect, your relationships are stable, the city is safe from all forms of crime. Good. Do you want to come in? Kara finds herself asking, wanting to be with him longer. Marsdin turns to Kara, stepping forward and embracing her. And if theres anything that screams humanity, its letting a few tears loose. "Land locked the way we are, it was probably even less for people like us.". She opens her eyes and stares right into Karas. You didnt force her to stay at Catco and run her company. I may have in the past when I had someone I was working for, but now that the DEO has basically banished me, I dont have anyone. Im married? I figured they knew each other, but I didnt think family, Lena continues, taking the bag of takeout from Kara and beginning to unpack it. But you didnt come back a whole week early just because you missedme. Got rid of Superman and took his place., Why are you doing this? You have no idea.. With a weak arm under her back and the other under her broken knees, Kara stands until she is straight, crying out in pain. Thats great! Alex smiles, nudging her a little. Her brows come together and she cautiously pushes the door open, looking into her apartment. This was torture. Kara stands close to one, and just before Alex can call out to her, the wire snaps and whips into the back of her. Why did I become that?, That was the question I asked myself when I first met you. I wish we would just call into work tomorrow., She hums, nuzzling into his shoulder. What do you want?, Just a dinner with my little sister. She does a spin, putting a hand on one hip. You dont really know me, and I dont really know you, but Id like to. Lena huffs, hooking her under the arm and pulling her into the apartment. Mon-El, Jonn, Maggie, Winn, Brainy, Nia, James, and her would spend most of their day wandering around the city at different positions, scouting the skies and area surrounding them for the caped hero. What are you doing down here? The wood around them is sawed viciously, beginning to crumble. He helps her up the steps, which she usually wouldnt have asked for but her heels scream for the assistance. Yeah, youre right. She wraps a towel around her and steps out into the bathroom. No matter what or who tries to stop him., Should only be an hour, hes got probably Alex looks at her watch. Truthfully, I dont know how we stayed friends because of that., Kara laughs lightly, his story reflecting on her and Lenas friendship so precisely. Brainy shifts in his seat, uncomfortable by her question. But be warned, careless villain. She had never thought shed see him again. Her face has suddenly morphed into a toddlers when they skin their knee. The officers who had been deployed at the first sign of battle wave their hands in front of their faces, hoping to clear the dust to see. Kara is what keeps her sane, what keeps her at bay and tethers her to something real. Youll be fine on your own. If she wants to believe she saved the world, so be it. Hey, are you okay? She cant. It was unnecessary. A weak alien lays in the middle of it, Karas eyes immediately drawn to him instead of the room she enters. Kara, Mon-El whispers, reaching a hand out to brush a strand of hair. Alexs hands shake as the same thought flips through her mind, over and over again. We just arent seeing much of each other lately. Very well, Mxy obliges, shifting into his new form. I care so much about both of you. Im going to send out a BOLO for Mxy to the other heroes. We have you bandaged up and sun lamps are healing you, but you still have the Kryptonite in your system so it will take a while for that to pass. Lena gasps a cry, wanting to take it all back but also wanting to punch the woman she loves in the face. Its dangerous. Hope didnt come from Supergirl. And that included yours. Alex jerks away from Jonn and stares at Kara in disbelief. With that, Alexs weapon bursts into the sky and returns to the DEO. She becomes Marley Rose at 15. Kara stumbles as she reaches flat ground, almost falling and having to put a hand on the pavement to stop herself from toppling over. But it ends too quickly when she hears Alex clear her throat. What? Lena had finished her work and now she looks up at Jonn, curious. Just know that I am so, so sorry for lying to you. She would marry him. Lena knows something only several people in the world know, and shes a Luthor. They will not be able to hurt one another. But its too soon, Alex argues, her hands growing slippery and allowing cracks for blood to seep through. Kara, you need to go, Alex gasps, clutching her sisters suit collar in her fist to try and stifle the pain. People need to live through the pain of a heartbreak, because when they find the person that they are meant to be with, theyll know because they will feel healed., What if that meant-to-be is the one to break your heart? Kara blanches, watching her. There was probably a bigger chance here. Kara freezes in the heat of the moment, allowing herself to feel his body against her. And yes, I can see you, Kara, Imra snarls. Lena rummages around in her purse for her keys, walking up to her front door. And the grin on her face tells Clark what she is thinking. I know that, Lena answers, her tears slowing. She yelps, choking on the blood in her mouth which makes her cough, then yelp some more as her stomach is used to spit up her insides. Do you remember when you finally told me you were Supergirl? She slowly makes her way closer to the hero, her grip tightening on Myriad with each step. Deleted all her social media. So she holds her. Youll all be okay if Im not there with you. Karas tears stream down her face. Our first real connection.. When Kara and Mon-el are forced into both their parents' plot to unite their planets, it's in their nature to resist it. You know what? He observes her innocently. Kara doesnt know how to say it, so she just blurts, Mon-El and I kissed! She covers her mouth with her hands. Alexs hands have now become the same color as her wound, a sickening black that has crawled up her forearms. Nail polish pushes it, although I cant seem to figure if the reason is you believe it to be over the top, or because it would get chipped much too often with you crusading around. You coming back, its hard. He was trying, surviving. She shakes her head and squeezes them shut, then laughs, frustrated. Theyre hardly broken in since youre never in them for very long, and you walk slightly tilted with them because of it. And I dont think she wants to., I dont know, Kara tries, attempting to see the good. Be quiet, she responded, and burst into the sky. When Mon-El and Kara arrived in the room, Mon-El said. Promise to never leave me again, he says, muffled by the fabric of her shirt. Imra an I are just going through something since we came back. She spots a tall figure in front of the dome, burgundy hair now at her shoulders but Winns suit on her built frame still the same. If she felt differently about her life, she wouldve been crying. But back when he was just a photojournalist and I was an assistant, we were dating. Yep. Best friends. Turns out things aren't exactly like they were in her world, and he makes her promise him something. Her house symbol gets a new paint job as the red runs down her chest. You have no idea, she sighs, grinning as she feels the cool earth between her toes. Whats the dream, William? She needs sunlight.. Shes strong, but shes exhausted. Its all my fault.. They sit close once more, a separate seat taken by their food. I know I dont. Mon-El stands speechless. Ill see you later.. Intrigued, she steps closer to it, extending her hand toward the flames that burn on a gas-soaked pipe. This woman had melted her hard exterior so quickly Kate didnt even know she was doing it. As much as she wants to wake her and find out what her plan is, she knows that this day needs to end. I dont know yet. Kara! Alex calls, trying to get her attention. She sits on her window sill, knees pulled up to her chest and head resting on them. Kara Zor-El, joining me in the afterlife. Copy and paste the link into your browser to complete form for requests. She pulls one off its hanger and holds it in front of her. Across the street, a pale blue convertible beeps at them. Kara takes it from him, flipping through the articles and finding a few with her name as the writer. And what is this occasion?, He pauses, reaching for the salt and pepper. Are you?. This is worse. That intrigues her. Lying to Karas face and her believing every word she said was a high, and as much as she despised Kara for doing it first, she could understand why she did it for so long. Whoever receives the loyalty of the Gentleman of the Twins, will obtain powerful force that no one can deny. They go through their ups and downs but Kara breaks up with him in 2x16 (Star Crossed), which comes right before the musical crossover with The Flash. Thats why I didnt care if I hurt her. Ill say Kelly broke up with me., Okay, and youve had enough wine for tonight, her girlfriend decides, picking up the bottle from the coffee table and pushing it farther away. She pressed Lenas name, held it up to her ear, and was almost certain she would hear it ring until the voicemail. I knew youd have some questions, so forgive me for the distraction, he says, throwing an arm at the door. But as she watched as he moved, as he spread her legs and grabbed her skirt. Karas head cocks slightly to the left. He shakes his head. You cant have that mindset with every relationship you try to start, Kara. She takes a step back, gasping and gathering her breath as her lungs deflate. Never apologize for that, she smiles. She takes it around her loft, gathering the pictures with him and her, wondering if hell even want them. Oh, that was cool, Kara smiles, laughing. Kelly.. Alex, she gasps, rushing forward and taking the beam with her good hand. I told her., Ah, but not before I beat you to it. Hes right. Dont make me stay here, take me with you! Trying to push my feelings aside but they are stronger than me. I cant do that. Or at least, where it used to be. You saw him fall but did you see him land? Lena asks, her throat closing as the scene plays out of her brother crawling for his life on the ground. Why? The DEO would think that it is Supergirl no matter what we tell them, and they have special orders from POTUS to shoot to kill. Broken Up My entire family is gone. She could now play the long game. Kara recoils, disgusted with what Lena just said. It clangs to the ground and Alex sucks in a deep breath of smokey air. She should have known. Come in, Kara. Her voice threatens to crack at her name, her throat wanting to close and never open again. Her bedroom is a storm of tossed outfits and discarded accessories. No family remained. It would make her look weak, it would make her vulnerable. Kara looks up, recognizing her apartment. But not if her brother could help it. And I just thought it was him. I just dont know what to do., Alex places a hand on Karas arm and smiles. Because if you do not obey, I will tell the world the secrets your family and friends hide, and then I will kill them in front of you. Not the hero the entire world looks up to. More of the blood squirts onto his clothes and he gets a mouthful of it himself. Sam tilts her head to the side, nodding. He steps up and sits down on the table, planting his feet on the bench portion and setting the food beside him. She breaks now, her face scrunching and tears flowing. Realization washes over him that he will never see Supergirl again. Im not going to find anything in here, am I?, Kate walked over and copied her stance across from her. Then she laughs. She needed to figure out how she could have saved everyone. You wont be needing this. He tosses it back on the counter and picks up her suit. Hey, youre going to be alright, okay? Alex kneels next to her, a hand on her back. Only now do I realize how miserable you mustve been at times. Kara shakes her head at him, her eyes wide. But even then, Im the bad guy. You are? A tear slips down her cheek. Of course, I remember. She was fine. Alex watches as Kara struggles, her burnt hand splitting against the metal as she tries to free her. That crib, Kara says, glancing toward her room, it belongs to our daughter, right?, That question scares him. They step out into the night, a gentle breeze tucking the hair that falls out of her bun behind her ears. We both went on like nothing happened but he got closer to me, was breaking down my guard so quickly I barely had time to put it back up. You will grieve for me, but you will press on. Earths restored, heroes returned, universes saved. With his world turned completely upside down, Jack struggles to find ground under his feet again. How could she hold the weight of her lies so gracefully she fooled the Luthor for so long? So she does the only thing she can to comfort Kara. It was your idea as the director to wipe the minds of the agents, only if they agreed. No need to go through the trouble of standing and inviting her in. Im not gonna kill you. She switches the alien device to her other hand and pulls out Lexs transmatter watch. After Mon-El agreed to return to build a New Daxam to spare Kara's life, she was denied an opportunity to rescue him and was forced to watch as the Daxam flagship left Earth with him aboard. Be careful where you step, he says, smiling. Im a badass, Alex says, clearer and stronger. From all the adrenaline of pushing Kara, she hadnt noticed her own pain until her sister holds her. Thats what she hears. Lillian and Hank, take Lena to safety but leave Kara and Mon-El, on the ship the President has ordered to be definite grated by the positron-cannon in the DEO. Karas gaze rises to Lenas as she drops the rubber from her hand. Good work today. You get back in that bed. Their foreheads lean on each other, and his hands grip her waist and pull her closer. She put the blame of losing all the Earths on herself, even though the other heroes were doing everything they could. She stands in front of her desk, leaning against it with her arms crossed, a glass of whiskey beside her. Fireworks? Mon-El asks. The loft is dark, and Kara sits in the sound of her cries after a long day of working two jobs, two lives, and two identities. Yes. No. Kate tilts her head, her mask-free face able to sweat easily without the leather that sealed it to her skin. You deserve the same respect as a person that your work does. She smiles, grateful for his words. Forget I was here!, He snaps away and Lena enters, sighing and shaking her head. Eventually, several tears begin to roll down her cheeks, dripping onto her pants. Being a hero suddenly doesnt sound all that great., Being a hero is, being the face of one isnt, Kara corrects, nudging her. Kara, he says stopping her. So Ive turned to distancing myself from everyone I care about to keep them safe., This secret Brainy, if it gets out can it put us in danger? And if Im able to ask some in return.. But god, he was a pain in the ass, Kara chuckles, leaning back. She snags the cover from her desk and gives Kara a pat as she brushes past and out of her office. Seven months and she still talks about you like you put the stars in the sky. If Lena killed her, she would be ruined. What is it? Kara asks, holding her leg firmly. She observes her family, then her gaze shifts to the door, pauses, then she goes back to the game board. She thought differently. Until I caught her trying to steal alien technology from a sacred Kryptonian temple that could wipe out the human race if she calculated it correctly., Yeah. You came with my daughter, you must be important, no matter who or where you come from. Mon-El nods. She can be easily manipulated. The amount of Kryptonite in the dart was enough for half an hour, but with how much Supergirl has already been exposed to in previous battles, she may have built up a tolerance. What did she do wrong? No. Her head hangs low, thinking hard about what to do next. I want to catch up. But why did I? Before Kara can speak, his questioning face turns into realization. I thought I killed her, James. Because I am determined to fix what broke us, which means telling you the truth.. Mentions of past child abuse. He messily wraps her in his arms, squeezing her so tightly the Girl of Steel yelps with a cry of pain. She wouldnt., Mxy grimaces, feeling sorry. John Jones has always been the fill-in father figure for the Danvers sisters, as well as a mentor to Supergirl, so I can assume they are all extremely close. She suspected it was because she just didnt trust her. He holds out his hand and his blue magic materializes a Catco magazine. 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